Is it difficult to use English?Definitely yes!
We must find the right words in right order at the right place and right time to express ourselves right.
It's hard to begin.It's hard to end, too.I'm afraid others would laugh at me. Actually, this kind of thing is always happenning.
Thinking in English may be the first step to speak English.
The most strange thing is that why should I use English while nobody around me speak English at all.
So, it's extremely difficult to use English right here, in my place.